There is a plan for you. 🖤

 New, raw, and vulnerable post ahead 🙏🏻♥️

I heard a quote recently that struck me to my core. When I had first read it, I think my jaw hit the floor- the more I read read it and let it sink in, the more I knew that I needed to write about my thoughts and experiences. 

The quote said “God has removed you from a table where you used to sit; in order to save you from a host who was serving you poison.” 

It’s been a couple months since I was let go from my job. 😔 I didn’t see it coming and I didn’t understand why it was all happening to me. It left me feeling distraught and a slew of many other emotions. It’s been pretty stressful the last few weeks and my emotions have been all over the place. My dreams have somewhat gotten back to normal after all the nightmares and I am sleeping better. The anger that has been in my heart is slowly being swallowed up in the Atonement of my Savior Jesus Christ and I am feeling lots of relief. 

I won’t say much on the topic, but I am very grateful to my Heavenly Father. I know He sees the end from the beginning and sees everything! Especially the things we do not- He knows what our future holds and what we need when we need it. He knows how our play of life will work out ♥️

Things haven’t made much sense recently, but I know that they will work out and something else with come from this experience! Life isn’t easy, but it’s worth it! The hard things we go through, the hard people we have to handle, the difficult trials we endure, and the bitter cup we get to drink from- are ALL for our good.

There’s a scripture passage that has been in my mind while I’ve been typing this and it says: D&C 122:7-9 🙏🏻

7 And if thou shouldst be cast into the pit….if thou be cast into the deep; if the billowing surge conspire against thee; if fierce winds become thine enemy; if the heavens gather blackness, and all the elements combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son, that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good. 8 The Son of Man hath descended below them all. Art thou greater than he? 9 Therefore, hold on thy way, and the priesthood shall remain with thee; fear not what man can do, for God shall be with you forever and ever.

I know He is with me on this journey and that someday I will be able to look back and things will make more sense. In the meantime, I will “… keep trusting and keep trying..” as Elder Holland says, and of course, not ever giving up and moving forward.🙏🏻♥️

Also if anyone knows of any jobs that you think I’d love or amazing and great companies to work for, please message me! 😊