You are not alone in your struggles.
This month was pretty hard. I started a second job and I also ended that second job. From having food poisoning for three weeks to finally feeling better for a few days after and then going right into a stomach bug virus a couple days later, life couldn't get any worse. It was pretty terrible. After enduring the worst flu bug on the face of the earth (or so it seemed) on and off for 12 hours, over the course of throwing up about 9 times and feeling as if I was going to die. I wondered if I could do it. With my bucket in hand, I made it to my car. Which was a miracle in and of itself! I feel like I was in a trance the whole way home. With the AC blowing at the top notch and lots of deep breath's and prayers I finally arrived into Brigham City. As I was on Main Street coming up towards the light across the street from the temple this scripture D&C 121:7-9 popped into my head. When Joseph is in Liberty jail struggling hard core with everything you can imagine.